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tomyfuturespouse:

I have a hard time trusting people when I first meet them. Please be
patient with me. Show me that you’ll protect me, laugh with me,
and be a friend to me.

tomyfuturespouse:

I don’t care how you propose to me. It doesn’t need to be fancy or a huge deal. But I would love it if you would ask my dad for permission and get down on one knee.

Your getting ready to lose the best thing that ever happened to you. And the sad thing is that you are going to realize it to late. You think I will always be there for you but I can’t be there for someone who doesn’t appreciate what I have, who doesn’t cherish me, who doesn’t show me everyday that he loves me, and is there for me as much as I am for him. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want to have your children, but I don’t want to do any of that with someone who doesn’t truely want that with me. I am so mad, hurt, frustrated, shocked, upset, and so many more emotions right now. You promised me that we wud be together forever and that this was it, that we wud stay together this time! And you lied! Cuz here we are in the same exact place again and instead of understanding that I need you right now to assure me of us and of your love you are being a complete jackass! Well if that’s the way you want it then say goodbye to me.

I sometimes wish that you could hit a button and the thoughts and contents of your brain would spill out on paper. That you wouldn’t have to think about how you wanted to say something that you could just say it in the perfect order and that everyone would understand exactly what you are saying. Even for someone who knows how to communicate and talk as well as I do there is that one person that I still can’t express how I truely feel to, and it is sooooo frustrating! I wanna be able to just go “Blah!” And everything fall out and all misunderstandings cleared up and words to be taken back and feelings to be un-hurt.